Thusness · John Tan

The Transition from Anatta to Emptiness · Part 2

Beyond the Extremes: Why Life and Death Were Never the Right Words

Everything built in this Part can now be brought to bear on the one case a reader is guaranteed, eventually, to care about more than any other.

Ordinary fear of death has a precise structure, and it is worth making that structure explicit before asking whether anything in this chapter actually touches it. The fear requires a bounded, integrated entity, existing now, in its own right. It requires a future event — disintegration — that will happen to that entity. And it requires a bridge: some single, self-identical thread connecting the one who is afraid today to the one who will supposedly undergo that event later, since without that thread the event would be happening to someone else entirely, and would not be frightening in this particular, personal way. Remove any one of these three requirements, and the fear has nothing left to run on.

Every level of the flower chapter has already been removing exactly this kind of requirement, one at a time, from the flower. Run the identical search on 'I' that was already run on 'flower', and it fails in the identical way. Not the body alone — people keep saying 'I' through the loss of limbs. Not a particular thought or memory — these change completely across a life while the word persists. Not the sum of body, memory, and personality bundled together — a heap, as with the chariot's parts, is not yet an owner of them. Nor is it something apart from all of these, waiting underneath. 'I' was never a name for a hidden bearer standing behind a life's qualia. It was always only their co-arising, recognized and labelled — exactly as effortlessly, and for exactly the same reason, as the flower's qualities were bound into 'flower' without any manager doing the binding.

This means the bearer death-fear requires was never present, not even now, not even during what gets called being alive. That is the crucial point, easy to pass over too quickly. It is not that a real, continuous self exists throughout life and only becomes questionable at the moment of death. Integrated existence, in the intrinsic sense, was never established at any point in the story — which is why the fear’s version of 'disintegration', an inherently unified entity coming apart, cannot get started as a description of what happens. That specific event requires, as a bare minimum, that there was an inherently existing unity to begin with. Nothing in this Part, run all the way through on the self exactly as it was run on the flower, ever finds one. Conventionally, of course, a body still ages and a life still ends, exactly as a flower still decomposes and a building still comes apart — the ordinary word 'disintegration' works perfectly well for a dependently designated pattern ceasing to be reconstituted. What was never found, and what death-fear actually depends on, is an intrinsically unified entity undergoing intrinsic annihilation. Not one for the fear to lose. Not one to have already been secretly safe all along, either.

This is where it becomes important to say plainly what is not being claimed. The claim is not that something in you survives death — some deeper radiance, presence, or awareness that continues once the disintegrating self has fallen away. That would keep the entire structure death-fear needs perfectly intact, and simply promote something to fill the vacated role: a subtler, harder-to-locate bearer, comforted by its own imagined indestructibility. That is eternalism, arrived at by the most sophisticated possible route, and it deserves exactly the same refusal already given, earlier in this book, to spontaneous presence mistaken for a hidden ground. Nothing here is being offered as a replacement bearer. The finding is narrower and, for that reason, considerably more thorough: there was never a bearer, on either side of the word 'death', for anything to happen to — not destruction, and not survival.

It is equally important to say what is not being claimed on the other side, because this is exactly the point where the argument could be mistaken for something far more destructive than it is. Conventionally, a person is born, ages, and dies. Nothing in this analysis denies that, and nothing in it should be read as denying it. A birth certificate is still valid, a death is still mourned, a life is still lived from a beginning towards an end, exactly the way the flower could still be watered and given as a gift after its own three-level analysis was carried all the way through. What is undermined is a much narrower and more specific claim: that there exists an intrinsically, independently existing person who comes into intrinsic existence at birth and passes into intrinsic non-existence at death. That claim, and only that claim, fails to survive the search. The conventional person — the dependently designated pattern of body, memory, and continuity that everyone, including this analysis, calls 'a person' — is not what gets dismantled here. It was never the target. The target was the assumption, usually invisible, that this conventional pattern must additionally be backed by something intrinsically real for its birth and death to count as genuine. They count as genuine already, conventionally, without that backing, exactly as the flower's redness counted as genuinely red without an intrinsic substrate holding it up.

Trace this through the extremes directly, now that space has already been dissolved as an independent container. There is no arising and no ceasing, because something that never came into existence as an independent entity cannot go out of existence as one; what changes at death is a pattern designated as ceasing within a framework, not a substance undergoing annihilation. There is no intrinsic permanence and no intrinsic annihilation, because both already assume a substance that either endures unchanged or utterly ceases to be; under ultimate analysis neither an inherently enduring entity nor an inherently ceasing entity can be found. Conventionally, this changes nothing: the dependently designated pattern still arises, changes, and ceases in dependence on conditions — change designated within a framework and empty under analysis, which was already the entire situation while alive, not a new condition introduced by dying. There is no unity and no plurality, because disintegration specifically requires a prior unity breaking into a subsequent many or a subsequent nothing, and no independently bounded unity was ever established for anything to break apart from. And there is no coming and no going, because both already require the very container that the previous chapter showed was never independently there — no traveller was found in the search above, and no space was found for a traveller to cross, so there is nowhere for anyone to arrive, including at oblivion.

What makes this different from simply denying death, and different from quietly replacing the self with something grander, is this: the words themselves stop applying, not because a clever negative answer has been supplied to each of them, but because the conditions required for the words to mean anything at all were never met. 'Coming' requires a traveller and two locations. 'Production' requires a producer, a product, and a gap between them. 'Disintegration' requires a prior integration. Dependent arising, examined directly, supplies none of this scaffolding, at any point — not a persisting bearer, not two locations, not a producer standing apart from what it produces. This is not a claim that 'I will die' lacks a conventional referent — it has one, the same dependently designated pattern that has been called 'a person' throughout this analysis, and conventionally that pattern will indeed cease to be reconstituted. What fails to find a referent is a narrower and more specific claim: that an intrinsically existing I will undergo intrinsic annihilation. Only that claim, once the search has been carried all the way through, turns out to have no bearer for annihilation to happen to — not because the claim is false, but because the search for what it is even about returns nothing to be found.

This is also why nothing here is a story about someone winning freedom from these words, achieving liberation from the extremes, standing somewhere outside them looking back with relief. That framing quietly keeps a subject on the scene — one who was bound, and has now become free. No such subject survives the analysis either. There is no one who was afraid and has now been rescued. There is only the direct seeing that the fear's object never had the minimum requirements to exist, for anyone, at any time — which is presumably why contemplating this directly causes the fear to dissipate rather than to be argued down: fear needs a conceivable object, however dreadful, to attach to, and sustained contemplation of dependent arising keeps finding, at every level and in every direction, that no such object was ever supplied. Not by the body. Not by the mind. Not by space. Not by time. Only the unobstructed, insubstantial formation this entire Part has been describing, needing no answer to what it ultimately is, and offering, for exactly that reason, nothing for death to happen to and nothing that needed saving from it in the first place.