The Observer and the Taste of Presence · Chapter 11 · Part III
Change Without a Changer
The logic of substance pictures change as a noun with verbs happening to it. There is a flame, and the flame flickers. There is a person, and the person ages. There is water, and the water freezes. The noun is the stable carrier. The verbs are what befall it. The question "what really changed?" looks for the carrier underneath.
Look for the carrier. The flame at this moment is wax vapour, oxygen and light that were not there a moment ago and will be gone the next. Nothing in the flame is the flame across the minute. Take away the burning and no flame is left over to have been burning. The noun is never found apart from the verbs.
Yet the verbs are not found apart from the noun either. A flickering with nothing flickering is no more available than a flame that does not flicker. Nāgārjuna makes the point with walking. The walker and the walking are designated together, and neither is found first. The same holds for changer and change. Each needs the other to be named, and neither is a thing waiting behind the naming.
This is why the habitual picture is so hard to set down. It is not a belief about flames. It is the grammar of a sentence, subject and then predicate, laid over experience and taken for the shape of the world. The logic of dependency does not replace the subject with a better subject, such as a process, a flow or an energy. It notices that subject and predicate, changer and change, are designated together within a framework of before and after, and that the framework does not stand on its own.
What remains is change met without a thing that changes. The candle still burns down. The wax is shorter at midnight than at dusk, and one can say correctly when it was lit and when it went out. Nothing is lost from the burning. Only the passenger is let go: the something that was supposed to ride along underneath, staying the same while everything about it differed.
The test is available at once. The next time the picture of something changing arises, look for the something. Not in theory, but in what is in front of you: the sound that is fading, the thought that is passing, the flame that is leaning. Look for what is changing, apart from the changing. The picture insists it must be there. The looking finds more change, vivid and exact, and no changer behind it.